I'm bleeding out
I cant stop the gushing
I have tried being optimistic
and hopeful that love is real
and i just keep crushing
this artery
hoping it will stop bleeding
and feeding
this needing
to be made whole again
I need to find something
to cauterize this wound
something that will sooth
and make me think hope is alive
that someone somewhere
will not just instantly
give up on me
or leave me to be brushed
aside
because I am on life support
at this moment in time
my blue blood turning red
when it hits the air
spraying uncontrollably
everywhere
all because
you gave up on me
so very
very
very
very
very
easily......
I need something to cauterize this wound
but there is nothing to stop
my heart from dying
protect it
from lieing
and cheating
and the heavy bouts of crying
I gave it my all
and my all was not enough
I gave up my soul
should have made it
more tough
so now I have one more scar
that I will have to maintain
because he just fizzled away
with absolutely
nothing to say
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